| Ight i haven't written for a while and it's just kuz i've been so insanely busy!! ha ha ha... psych!!! i don't do anything besides work and at work is where i normally post, but i've been rly busy with yahoo euchre!! groovy!! lol... anyways last night i got so so wasted and i think i'm still drunk and it's 1 in the afternoon and i had so much fun last night though. i've got the best friends in the entire world and as time goes on i realize that more and more. i love all you guys!!
you know as time goes on i feel more and more like a loser, like somebody that has no purpose in life, and i keep trying to tell myself that i'm going to be doing something with myself in a couple months with moving out to LA and everything. i've been depressed the past couple days and i don't rly want to tell anybody kuz i always feel weird if i'm like pouring myself out to somebody kuz sometimes i get the feeling that they rly don't care, so i just don't burden (not sure how to spell that word... ha ha) anybody with my problems... i know it's not good to hold them in but i don't think that anybody wants to hear me have a little pitty party for myself. but it's no big deal i guess at some point in time i'll get over it.
so one of my ex-girlfriends is a psycho ranting bitch and is annoying as a mother fucker. i seriously can't stand her and i can't believe i dated this loony for the short time that we dated. i'm so happy that i have such a good girl who appreciates me and who doesn't pick at me with my flaws. yeah i have flaws along with everybody else, it's something that ppl need to be able to deal with, atleast if your gonna have a relationship with these ppl it is. look at the good inside of somebody rather then there flaws in them. oh and btw ex girlfriend... fuck you... your an annoying ass dumb bitch!!! sorry to say that kuz i know it's mean... but i'll call and ace when i see one. soooo bleh!!
but now lets see... oh yeah i've been listening to this song by O.A.R. for like the past week or so and i've been totally obsessed with it. heres the lyrics:
There are few things pure in this world anymore, and home is one of the few
We'd have a drink outside maybe run and hide, if we saw a couple men in blue
But to me it's so damn easy to see that your people are the people at home
Well I been away but now I'm back today and there ain't a place I'd rather go
I feel home when I see the faces that remember my own
I feel home when I'm chillin outside with the people I know
I feel home, and that's just what I feel
Cause home, to me, is reality and all I need is something real
We're feeling alright headin out tonight maybe off to a dark driveway
I say now, some feel bored, and some are looking for more, but we all just decide to stay
We got nothing to do, but when I look at you I see something that I know and love
And with the crack of a smile we all stay awhile, we know from home their ain't nothin above
Well in the end, we can all call a friend, well that's something that I know as true
In a thousand years, and a thousand tears, I'll come finding my original crew
Cause to me throughout eternity there is somewhere we are welcome to go
I said it's something free that means a lot to me, when I'm with my friends I feel home
I feel home when I see the faces that remember my own
I feel home when I'm chillin outside with the people I know
I feel home, and that's just what I feel
Cause home, to me, is reality and all I need is something real
Home to me is reality and all I need is something real, I feel home
ok well now i'm gonna head out so i'll catch all ya'll later. so long (that's what she said!)
ha ha... so kidding
Peace Love n Happiness |
